Dear Susan, I am so sorry for the loss of Ryan.Danny let me know. I cannot know what it is like to feel such sorrow at the loss of your son. I know God is with you in the heart of your sorrow. I hope you can feel God's presence. The angels are also with you and holding you. Ryan is in the arms of God and will always be with you. I am praying for you and your family. Love and Many Blessings,Donna