Claudette, Chrissy, and Phil, if I had the words to heal the open wound we are all sharing, I would offer them to you. All I know now is that John was such a soft, caring, loving cop he would never leave his family alone in life or death, so when you are feeling the most blue, look over your shoulder and open you ears, he will be there smiling and whispering to remind you that he is with you always in spirit and love. God be with you all.